Completely and Utterly Confused

What am I supposed to do/How do I deal with this confusion/I still love them/But I don't want to love them/They hurt me/They hurt me really bad/I thought after talking about it last night, I was ok/I'm not ok/I can't be around them/It hurts too much/I don't want to see them/Its hard when we are at the same school/How do I forgive them/I wish this had never happened/I've never been hurt this bad by someone I trusted so much/And never by this many people at once/I want to forgive them/God help me forgive them/GOD PLEASE HELP ME/