Let me premise what is about to be said with this: I know that my adequacy comes from Christ and I am not adequate without Him, 2 Corinthians 3:5. I know this fact.
That being said.
I am so tired of feeling like I can not do anything for anyone. I my heart hurts for those I love. I have been sitting back watching the ones I love hurt and anguish over hurts in their hearts. It is in my nature to want to fix it. But I know I can't. That kills me.
I wish I could go like I used to. I want to be able to help those I love and be there for them at the drop of a hat like I used to. I want to be able to go go go go go and not think twice about myself. I feel so selfish most days. I don't like having to take time for myself. I want to be selfless. I want to be able to give myself in every aspect of my life. I want to be like Christ.
I have no idea what this was supposed to be. . . but this is what it is. Take it or leave it.
1 comment:
Indeed. I understand. Hang in there, :-) Praying for you.
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