I feel like I live in a state of mass chaos. Constant uproar. No down time. No sleep. Epic failure in all I attempt. My heart constantly hurting and not being able to "fix" or even help.
My body is my enemy. It is constantly turning on me. Either I am sick or have terrible mood swings. I cannot win. It is always lose lose. I can't make anything work. Relationships are falling apart. My life is out of control. What do I do? I do not know. I'm at the end of the rope. There is no one underneath me. Where do I go from here?
